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Ish not god... Ish me.

Promises

Conducive to her garden of tar, she waters her flowers of fresh lies. Waiting, always searching for her next imperative capture of the mindless. Urbane at the surface, her garden feeds on the acute minds of the rich; always learning of the sociopath she has become. As the years elapse, the lifeless ooze drys and cracks from the enormity of her pressure.

Even in the clutches of her aneurysm, it’s shores hold no tide.

Drifting Away

All this talk of sleep really has me thinking.

Sometimes I wish a dream would last forever. So long that I would forget this place. Not because I hate my life, or because I’m depressed, or because I’m tired of living.

My dreams, whether good or bad, always leave me nostalgic when I wake up, always wanting more, wishing I was there. Life is more vibrant, more colorful, more interesting in a dream.

Its almost like a personal heaven for me.

To think, that its a different story every night, a new experience, a new life. Maybe that is heaven. To have the ability to become something new, every night, to experience things you have never thought of in your life. To be enlightened. Everything makes sense in my dreams. There is no question we all try to answer, no wrong answers. Everybody is right, everybody is wrong. We are happy, sad, cherry, and glad. Even when things don’t make sense here, they do there.

When I’m asleep, I have to confidence to jump off a building, because I know I wont fall. I know if I believe I will float, I will.

God, I need some sleep xD

Howdy Strangah!

Oh hai Text Post, my old friend.

Its been quite some time since I’ve really been on here, so I figured, “what the hell!”

Anyways… life’s been different lately. I’ve made many new friends, whom I know will be come great friends, and I’ve learned so much more about myself :p

I feel so much more….happy would be the best word to describe myself right now. Things are finally coming together for once. Despite my cynicism, I’m happy. Sure, I hate the radio, and all the music that’s played over and over and over again… but I don’t care :D

I’ve lost that angry, self centered drive to bitch about everything. I feel that I have found what I’ve been searching for, so there’s no point in being mad.

My sleep on the other hand, is lacking xD

That’s O.K. though (:^{D)

My favorite chair. Every morning!

My favorite chair. Every morning!

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Nothing amazing happens here. Everything is ordinary.

Cross out the things you've done.

mjlawson:

Graduated high school. 
Kissed someone.
Collected something really stupid.
Smoked a cigarette
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep. 
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone. skiing
Been sailing.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonadestand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse not severe
Gone surfing in California.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS
Madeout with someone
Played on a sports team
Sexted
Snuck out of the  house
Been to NYC
given a blowjob
given a handjob
swore at a teacher

gone laser tagging
had a boyfriend/girlfriend
been on the TV
been fingered
french braided
skinny-dipped
driven a car
performed in front of an audience
been in love
had a blonde moment
been on a train
seen a ghost
gone bungee-jumping
been to Mexico
crashed a car
sky dived
been kissed in the rain
been to your states capitol
made an 11:11 wish
drank alcohol
forwarded a chain letter
 made a mistake

lol i look like a druggie haha

(Source: heartnothate, via cnnbreakingofficial)

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joniscoor:

loltracizzle:

I love seeing people complain about other people who complain too much. You people are society’s beautiful walking contradictions. Hypocrisy and irony at its finest!

Stating already obvious things doesn’t make you any better than society’s beautiful walking…

That’s actually the point I was trying to make, no single person is any better or worse than any other, which is why complaining is stupid to me. It gives people the idea that they have some sort of powerful stature, yet very few would even try to put an end to what is causing them this discomfort. The truly special ones in life are the ones who break that balance, change things that they see to be wrong, even when others do not. They are truly the renegades of our race. I do see your point though, its pretty ridiculous to complain about one’s complaining on their own personal blog. That’s pretty much all people did when tumblr first came to be xD Sorry if I was a dick, topics on complaining tend to be one of my hot buttons these days.

(Source: chickabum, via chickabum)

mjlawson: Best feature of salvia, “Sensations of motion, or being pulled or twisted by forces”!! The best has to be the ego death, if you ever get one. There really is no best, its all just part of the flow, just roll with it :p

mjlawson:

Best feature of salvia, “Sensations of motion, or being pulled or twisted by forces”!!

The best has to be the ego death, if you ever get one. There really is no best, its all just part of the flow, just roll with it :p

(Source: cnnbreakingofficial)